nvr leave me in launch . nvr , pls ...
POST EXAM ACTIVITIES = b o r i n g ;D
tak buleh tahan puh-leaseee .
darn darn darn boring , its much more boring den u can ever imagined .
yeppps , talks talks nd talks .
shit , screw 'em all . awhhhhh ~
nyp talks , courses , social ediquette , resume writings .
w a d e v e r ! (:
makes me doze off only , haiyoooo .
* points L at forehead * hah !
LOSER ~ (x
aye , the talk is DAMN boring .
a___ & b__ was talkin nd laughin , so happily .
i wanted t join in so much , but i dunt noe how .
legs crossed , hands
tryin t cover my hears up ; real tight .
i failed t do so , sounds or should i say their angel-ic voices nd laughters
kept comin into me .
i felt like a sore loser / a total failure in life .
i didn wanna hear u girls talk , no .
not w/o me , i was FUCKIN invisible .
FUCKING INVISIBLE .
i wanted t get t slp at that
very moment , desperately .
tears came out instead ,
silently .
amazingly .
magically .
silence is scary / dark / muderous .
nvr leave me in launch . nvr , pls ...
ive got no more love in my heart , i guess .
a___ , ur words has been runnin thru my mind .
always .nana & bec consoled me .
recess , total disaster .
ate , fuggin full .
something is wrong wif my appetite =.=ll
very wrong , but i cant seemed t figure out wad is it .ok , screw my body );
after recess , back t hall .
TALKS AGAIN , =.-ll
resume writin , qualifications , scholarships , experience !?
bahhh , borin .
after the talk , went back t class .
praticed writin resume , no one knew how t write .
COOL [:
slpt , woke up nd wrote crap .
handed up , school dismissed .
went t cwp
straight after school wif bec , she went home .
looked for jie .
just t fetch her from cwp nd back home [:
bought sushi at cold storage , bleahhh .
bought mos buger home .
home , watched tv .
ate lunch , watch tv =/
watched " ghost train " wif mummy .
dozed off =.=ll
woke up , use comp lor [:
im still feelin down though , dammit .
baby bec aint comin school tml , school sucked .
dammit dammit dammit .
im goin insane , do u know why ?
bye fuckers .
baby,im so lonely all th time { 8:41 PM