Wednesday, November 30, 2005
FUCK FUCK FUCK !! =X
HURHS !YAY ;;
sales was gudd .
walls ice cream ,, yummy . =X
4 splits ,,
2 each for me n becky ~
hurhs `` scared no one wanna buy .
LOLS !!
s0 we ate 1st`??
lalalas `` !! l0ls !! =X
hmmm ,, sales was like `
$ 151 ?
and d0n niids only liike `
$14o ?
LOLS !!
s0 mie n bec g0t tips !! XD
yay -ness .
lalalas ``~ !! xP
heard dat yishun area is cleared and next is cck or smth ?
hurh ~
SIAN-NESS mans ! =X
sighs *
HERE COMES THE SAD DAE OF MINE .
FIFTH DAE ONLY LEHHS ! *sianns-
a`riites laaa ,, admit i`m ABIT cold to him .
but he`s oso tynkin too much l0rhhs .
" YOU DUN LOVE ME ANYMORE ? "
W T H man ~
since when did i sae dat man `
isnt he juz tryin to be
unreasonable n OVER SENSITIVE ?!
sighs *
after walls n stuff ,, went to bec `s house for dinner .
call sis ,, wtf !
she ask me go home ,, fuck laaa -
I TOLD HER AND THATS IT LORH .
its not as if i didn say n not goin home like tad .
SHE`S ANOTHER ONE TRYING TO BE FUNNY WITH ME LORHS .
kaos ` !
ok ,, ltr i`ll go to her .
now ,, after bex cook noodles liaos ,, den eat lerhs .
*yum yum ,, bao bao *
den went to ad meet xian lorhs ,, ):
hais ,, HE ACTUALLY BROUGHT HIS FREN ALONG .
WTF WTF WTF !!!
na cb knn . BTH !!! ):
FINE LORHS ,, WANNA HAVE A TALK WITH HIM .
SINCE HE BRING HIS FREN ALONG ,, DEN I CALLED BEC .
AND ASK HER OT CALL ME ,, WE TALK TALK N TALK .
AND THIS LEADED ME NOT TALKIN TO XIAN .
NOT EVEN A HI OR BYE` (:
hmmm ,, guess its juz wad he wanted .
BLARH BLARH BLARH.
guess i dun love him as much as i love my exs` barhhs. =X
cuz he is juz .. too UNREASONABLE . =X
not man enuff laa `haiya !
my harrt got hole ,, wadever love was put in ,, it will flow out .
GET IT ?
so i guess ,, this r/s wont work out either .
OH FCUK .
I M HATING MYSELF EVENTUALLY . (:
MY SISTER ; JANE YONG .
fine fine ,, went home .
watched tv ,, 2 +
wanna get a bath n sleep .
DARN TIRED Y`ALL NOE ,, AFTER RUNNIN 2 BLKS ! XD
den horhs ,, WTF .
THE FUCKIN PART CAME .
SHE ACTUALLY LOCKED THE DOOR N SLEPT .
WOW ,, I KNOW .
SHE DID IT PURPORSELY !
I HATE HER .
I WONDER WHY I TREAT HER SOOO GUD AT TYMES .
BETTA DEN THE WAY SHE TREATED ME ;
WHYY I CARED FOR HER MORE DEN I CARE FOR MYSELF .
WHY I BUY THINGS FOR HER N THINGS THAT SHE LIKED .
WHY WHY WHY .
CUZ SHE IS MY SISTER .
FINE ,, SHE TREATED ME LIKE THIS .
OK LORH .
I WILL GRANT HER HER WISH .
I`LL BE A BAD GIRL .
BAD BAD GIRL ; A BAD GIRL WHICH SHE CANT EVEN IMAGINE .
LOCKIN ME OUTTA OUR ROOM ?
SHE WILL HAVE A TASTE OF THAT TOO .
HAPPY ?
FUGLY BITCH .
HAVE STEAD ZUAI PI !? HURH .. ? !!
RING , MICKEY , WADEVER SHIT LA .
HORNORH ,, STEAD IS EVERYTHING MARHS .
WAIT TILL UR QUARREL AND STUFF LORH .
FCUK .
I DUN EVER WANNA LEND HER MY SHOULDERS NOR LENDIN HER SHOULDERS AGAIN .
I GUESS .
FUCK
FUCK FUCK .
baby,im so lonely all th time { 4:43 AM
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
SO FCUK CANS . =X
I M SO SIANS . ):
LATER GONNA WORK .
4 +
SELLING WALLS ICE CREAM ;;
AROUND RON RON`S SCH .
HMM ..
I LIKE ~
ARGHHHHHHH .
SOMEONE TELL ME WAD TO DO .. !
THAT SOMEONE ISNT GONNA COME .. ):
baby,im so lonely all th time { 6:30 AM
haiis .
[ x ] wears e` stuff his ex gave hiim ..
d0es dat mean anything ? =/
sighs *
this b0thered me ; quite alot .
nd` i dunno wad to do ..
t0 treat it as NOTYNK or HE STILL ...
argh .. i dunno la .
once i ACCIDENTALLY saw his hp msges ,, argh .
he flirts with `em .. maybe they`r juz playin ..
i dunno ~
I REALLY DON'T.he l0ves blue ; darn l0ve laaa .
bed blue, wall blue, cl0thes blue .
shall i call him MR blue den ? ):
sighs .
i dunno laaa -
ppl`s r/s is always swiit n lovely n makes ppl envy .
but mine doesnt ` =X
i`m always worrying stuff -
WTF LORH ! ):
maybe there aint nuff trust between us ,, not even at e` beginnin ..
i begin to doubt if he realli love me or just playin a fool .
is he serious ,, is he not .
I HAVE NO IDEA AT ALL -
he is funny , abit too funny ; too lame in other words .
is he always in my mind ,, not realli .
i cant realli sense his care nd` l0ve at tymes -
wad does this mean ? =X
i realli hate myself sumtymes ..
i juz ; symply FORGOTTEN how to love .
nd` i dun tynk anyone is able to make me feel l0ve again ..
maybe [a] did ,, but he doesnt wan any r/s .
n0 pr0b ;; we`r gudd frens ! (:
urmm ,, maybe i juz niid ALOT of care ..
whiich [x] didn realli did .
he .. hais ` GUYS .
wad can i say ,, guys is all bout ... * let ur imaginati0n run wild ! ~ *
DATS ALL BOUT GUYS ?
I DIDN SAY MUCH REALLI .
wad they wan is juz fun
fUn FUN ?!
wadever laaaa .
24/11/05 ` xin fu .
not ` =X
baby,im so lonely all th time { 3:49 AM
Saturday, November 26, 2005
xiian xiian xiian .
i l0ve him . =DBLEAH .and he remains as my reader`s mystery ~lalalas ` ` ~ ! XDhe is so complicated .wad is he tynkin` LOLs .24/11/o5 ;; o1.55 am ` (:s0rrie f0r this sh0rt entry .hurhur` juz wr0te a DARN LONGG one ,, but bl0gger dunno simi taiiji` HURMP .n0 m00d t0 wriite a l0ngg de liia0s`s0 .. wahhahahas !! XDBYEBYE ! (:
baby,im so lonely all th time { 4:04 AM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
tyme proves everytynk
dear dairy :i`m s0 b0red al0ne at h0me ..HOME ALONE !! ):hahs ,, g0iin simin h0use ltr .. shuld be g0iin there t0 sleep bahh ` XDI M SO SIANS CAN ? =Psighs ,, t0dae .. my writin f0rmat is a lil bit different fr0m wad i n0rmally d0es .hah ; cuz ' i think i w0uld wanna write ABIT formal f0r this entry .LMAO . 0kiie ,, i n0e .iim` lame ; hah ! =Xlalalas ~ NOT FARNIE A`RITES ! (:hmmm ,, t0dae went t0 maple !OMFG CANS ! )):hais ,, someone took my 3ook ; my blue m00n nd` my red arten !WAD THE FUCK !arse h0ole ,, knns . =xi HATE that fucker . ccb ; tmd .no gudd dae f0r y00 man ! ):hah ,, n juz n0w .g0t a vehh lame fella -he ks`ed miie ;; n said my manners was bad .hahs ,, den he said i was acting cute or wadever la .den of cuz ,, my harrt was broken l0rhs ` ):den i t0ld kiat dat i dun wan maple le ,, everytyme kena ks 0nes .den i HUMRP den he [ CLEARMIND ] came d0wn .and i said GO AWAY LA ! den he said ,, i`ll act cute wib u ,, bubye !ahas ,, kinda cute laa .. XDhe is 15 la ,, den he say that he small b0i ` T_The small den i wad ;; baby le l0 ? XDhahahas ,, a`riite .urms ' ytd niite . . . chatted 0n ph0ne wiib xiian . awhh ,, he s0 cute la .mmm ,, was siick e` dae bef0re .. but i tynk he is a`rite le ba ? (:g0d blessed him ` =Dlalalas `` hurhur .ytd when we were chattin ~his br0ther n gf was quarrelin .. hahas !! =Xtynk iis smth 0ver h0use 0r wad laaa ,, i oso dunno `hahas ,, den he say next tyme i oso sure liddat ones .ahas ` =XI DUNNO WORHS .i cant read future ` (:hahs ,, he`s w0rkin ltr .but i tynk he is workin at cwp barhs .mmm ,, dunno shuld go wait for him knock off marhs ..kiinda late lerhs ..bleah ; i missed him .no doubt ` =Phe calls me dear ` hah ! =Xi call him xian ... lalalas ` ~am i in l0ve ?or its juz a crush ? ):as f0r r0n r0n ..tynk we`ll juz be gudd frens bahh . (=he sings well ; hahs .NICE VOICE RON ! tyme will pr0ve all ' (:
baby,im so lonely all th time { 5:43 AM
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
BITCH ; ME
a`riites .
i .. dunn0 wad t0 bl0gg .
ahas !
okiies okiies .
urmm ,, e1 dae bef0re ;
we went t0 J8 -
and line up .
n t00k e` number ~
BEC JOINED CAMPUS SUPERSTAR .
hahs ,, wells .
too many ppl le ,, so e` next dae den sing ;
hehs ~
den we went bugiis ..
hah !! shop shop shop ` ! XD
darn tiired ' but fun ` (x
ytd ,, we went to J8 again ! ):
saw r0n r0n .
hah ,, went t0 talk t0 him .
he`s al0ne ):
heh ,, he s0 cute ;; LOLS .
urmm ,, yarh .
we met yiyinn too.
she so cute canns ? XD
hahs ,, swiit too .
bleah ,, bex ; yin and ron sang .
STUPID JUDGES !
ron sang soo well cans ..
they didn take him . ):
arse la .
AND ; AT NITE .
zx n bec broke up `
hais ;; he is another arse .
break wif her on their 1st m0nth .
wtf !? T_T "
hais ,, well .
they are GUYS .
nth we GIRLS can do ` ):
harrt br0ken .
mmm ,, xian is sick .
l0ls ,, he ~
urm ,, like mie barhs ? =/
and miie ` urm .
i dunno ?
hais .
confused . ):
ron /
xian ?
=X
baby,im so lonely all th time { 5:11 AM
Friday, November 18, 2005
I LOVE MY HAIR ! =D
HELLO HELLO !! =D
bleahs ,, dunno how longg nv update lerhs .
l0ls `` kiat 0s0 c0mplaiin liia0s ` HAO BARHS ! (x
den w0 jiiu update l0rhs .. l0ls -
dun think dat many ppl will be interested in my borin lyfe barhs.
bwahahahhas !! =X
0kiies ,, m0ndae nite~tuesdae mornin ; went t0 zhiwei h0use t0n ` wib elsen . (:
tuesdae ; went t0 bugis wib giselle shop e` WHOLE of bugis juncti0n n street . OMFG !
darn tired cans ? ):
b0ught some stuff th0ugh ,, hehe .
LEGG CRAMP . lols !! =X
mmm ,, wed .
went t0 cwp wiib debb baby den went t0 becky h0use ! =D
thursdae ; went t0 sell ice cream wiib beii beii ; bec n alize ` ~
HEHES . a`rites ! =D
i hi-lited my hair red ! lalalas ~ ! XD
s0 happy cans ? hurhurs -
BUT HORHS ; all this cost mie 6o bucks lehhs .
kiinda ex ,, but nvm larhs ! =D



i l0ve my frens ; CERTAIN PEOPLE ! =D
* beii ; bec ; kiiat baby ; wenxuan =P ; bishal ; xiin mummi + daddie ; jie ; serene ; wen jie g0r ; simin ; jian huang ; and alot alot ! =D
lalalas `` ~ XD
baby,im so lonely all th time { 12:42 PM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
LONER * meant to be one ! (:
mmm ,, i so sad . ):
ji0 simin ; apple ; steph ; bec [ HER BROTHER HUNG MY CALL ] ,,
all cannot go out wib me .
hais ,, still say wad sistas ?
sad laaaa .
dun think they will see my bl0ggie 0s0 l0rhs ~ ! )x
hais dun say lerhs .
i wanna go out ,, go hi lite hair .
oso dunno who to jio lia0s ~
sighs *
mmm ,, thanx mummi .
huggs ,, s0rry .
i cut myself again ..
hais . )':
erhs ,, kiiat ;; XD
saw ur tagg ,, thanx l0ts ` !
l0ve yaa ~ ~
HELLO GILSELLE ~ ! XD
whahahahas ,, desm0nd arhs ?
HE SO SUCK CANS ? =P
lalalalas ~ l0ls ,, i cut myself lehhs. =X
next time sh0w yoo . XD
kekes ,, I MISS U ! (:
wh0 else ? erms ..
0uh ,, butter ~ !
CHEER UP LARHS . =P
i LOVE u ~ LOLS .
kser SUCKS !! =X
ouh wells ,, MY LYFE SUCKS ~ (:
baby,im so lonely all th time { 4:24 AM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
* siighs `
aiiya .
t0dae w0rk 1/2 dae .
tml : OFF .
fridae : OFF .
sat : 12 ~ o5 .
sun : 12 ~ o5 .
OMFG .
WTF .
ANYWAY .
JIE N NOW DE BOI LIKE VEHH SWIT HORH ?
BUT KINDA FAST LA . =X
WADEVER LA .
NOT MY PROB.
THEY HAPPY CAN LIAO.
WHYY WANNA CARE SO MUCH .
HMMM .
HIM . HAVING O`S .
O ; I DUN WANNA CARE TOO MUCH EITHER .
WILL BE HURT IN THE END .
SIANED . ):
sigh .
baby,im so lonely all th time { 2:44 PM
Sunday, November 06, 2005
TIRED cans . =X
workin tml .12 ` ~ 1o` pm // =BUT GOIN AT 1O . TIRED cans ?hais .MY LYFE IS SO LIKE N0 LYFE CANS ?w0rk everydae ,, i dun see my frens .i dun get t0 play .i dun get t0 d0 anything ; sighs *NO MOOD TO BLOGG LA . >_<"DUN HAVE THE MIND TO THINK LE .ZzzZzzz `` ~ !miz HIM . (x
baby,im so lonely all th time { 4:09 PM
Friday, November 04, 2005
SO TIRED CANS ? ))x
OH WADEVER .FUCK .I HATE NIGEL . (:CAUSE HE IRRITATED ME .I HATED NIGEL AND I FORGAVE HIM .BUT HE IRRITATED ME ONCE AGAIN .ONCE AND FOR ALL ,, NO MORE SECOND CHANCE .SHIT HIM MAN ,, I BE FRIENDED WITH HIM .HE DIDN CHERISH THIS FRIENDSHIP ; HE RUINED IT .FINE ! I`LL LET HIM RUIN IT DEN .OH WADEVER , I DUN GIVE A DAMN SHIT BOUT IT Y`ALL NOE .FCUK HIM UPSIDE DOWN MAN .KNN , NB , CB ` -NIGEL ,, I BLOCKED U .I HADN`T HAVE A GOOD EXPERIENCE BEFRIENDED WITH YOO.SO .. I DECIDED NOT TO BEFRIEND WITH YOU .SYMPLE NUFF ?UNDERSTAND ? IF THATS ALL ; PLEASE FUCK OFF FROM MY LYFE .ITS ALREADY IN A COMPLETE MESS ,, PLEASE DUN BE A TROUBLE TO ME !THANKS FOR FUCKING OFF .I`M GONNA ISOLATE U. (:BYE BYE FOR THE LAST TIME .okiies .SCHEDULE ; SHIT THIS SCHEDULE ~ =Pfridae : 1o am - 1o pm .sat : 5 pm - 1o pm .sun : 12 pm - 1o pm .FUCK RIGHT ?TOO BAD ,, I NEED MONEY .SIGHS .HMMS ,, heard that xiia0 ben b0ught me stuffs !! XDl0ls ,, xiia0n ben = miing quan ` (:OKOK .DONE WITH MY BLOGG ENTRY FOR TODAE! (:GONNA SLEEP NOW ~ NIGHTS PEOPLE .HMMS , HE IS SO COLD TO ME CANS ?SIGHS *
baby,im so lonely all th time { 4:38 PM
Thursday, November 03, 2005
c0nfussii0ns iin my w0rds -
0kiies`` recently been REAL bad tempered .
s0rriie f0r dat ; diidn wan iit eiither ``
siighs *
iim` w0rkiin hard , iim` tired .
hurhur`` n0w i n0e h0w tiired RICKY was .
LMAO ' n0 w0nder ... ... ~ XD
NVM -
bwahahahahas ; later w0rkiin 5 - `1o .
thurs ' fridae ' saturdae ; 5 - 1o `
sun ' ; 12 - 1o ~
OMFG LORHS .
cmi laaa ,, next week .
MUST REST MORE . XD
lalalas `` ~
iif liddat c0ntinue h0rhs ,, I CAN DIE .
yesterdae was keviins` last dae 0f w0rk .
GOD LA . HE QUITTED -
aye ,, baddie him ~
i m DEAD `! ):
cuz he is SUPPOSED t0 be w0rkiin full t0dae .
BWAHS . WADEVER . (x
alrite ; wads on my mind .
hmms ,, seriously .
I HAVE NO IDEA ; NOT EVEN 1 % OF IT . (:
dats me ; arigat0 !
OH WADEVER .
UHH 0HH .
SUDDENLY ; I DUN FEEL LIKE WORKIN NO MORE .
HAIS .
someone misses me ?? [[ ans : NO ]]
i missed someone ?? [[ ans : yea )x ]]
baby,im so lonely all th time { 6:06 AM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
treatiin me h0t n c0ld .
hais ``t0dae ;; 0ff .n0 w0rk '' BUT stiill as tired .went t0 cwp wiib sista . NO MOOD t0 sh0pp -was darn b0red ; i have n0 idea ~he had his mt paper t0dae `` w0ndering h0w is it .sighs *wad is he thinkin ,, i have n0 idea .bwarhhhs !!!!! )):5.15 ; flight plan .a m0viie - b0ut hii 'jacker ~OUH ,, WADEVER .den the sh0w .. BORING laaa -cann0t stand .. NOT interesting AT ALL .CMI . ((:0utc0mes are juz s0 c0mm0n l0rhh ,, even a kid 0s0 can guess the ending .KA0 EHHS .. SIANS BO ~hmmms ,, b0ught cream puff n h0t d0g bun .each f0r sis n miie : $ 1o +m0viie ticket : $17.5o .dinner : $2o.returned serene : $2o .arcade : $2.1osis bus fare : $1o0h wells ; eventually i SPENT my pay.damn ,, everything in a dae .i HADNT get my clothes n habb my hair made YET .DAMN . NO MONEY AGAIN ~arse sial .. ka0 ehhs ..I WANNA WORK WORK WORK .WORK WORK WORK .WORK WORK WORK .WORK WORK WORK .dunt wanna think b0ut anything le laaaaaaaa .SIGH *w0rkiin tml `` an0ther b0riing dae .FCUK ; saddddd -. ....stiill ; i dun recieve ur msg .
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shuld i l0ve yoo ; i dunn0 .
i realli dun ,, gimme s0me hints PLEASE ~
baby,im so lonely all th time { 3:22 PM