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&!MUCH LOVE,
SHARON[:

pics wif jose .

oh , i did mentioned i went t look for jose ytd rite ??
here's the pics ! ;D
not includin the neos' luh , ive got no scanner >> :c


me nd jose , smiles *^^*


im dao , she's ratard ;D

* next , pics i was so called drunk =.=;; *


i wan u :c


i miss u , alot .


i need u .. t rely on .
* face white white , lips red red x;


random , just woke up when i took this :D
* dunno wads got into my mind , sighh :c

woke up , watched mtv .
____ stupid dragon pls .
DANGS ~
ate maggie >> suck .
cant finish the maggie , came online .
sighs .
maybe will blog at nite , tata ! [:

baby,im so lonely all th time { 1:04 PM

drunk >> 1/2 drunk =D

OH , i went t ___ 's house .
watched him play shattered galaxy =.=;
BOYS .
dangs ~

babybecky is sick >> :c
STUPID GIRL . TAKE CARE LUH .

called ALOT of ppl t pei me just t eat dinner at town.
but got rejected .
sighhhhhhhs .

went t far east find jose.
we ate long john de some fish treasure rice luh =.=ll
YUMMMMMMMM.
slacked wif her till she knock off.
see her smoke nd stuff =/
walked t heeren took neos.
den cine take another set of neos ;D;D
kinda tiring though .. yeppppp.

den we walked t some chill out place ard somerset nd douby gaught t have a lil bit of drink >> TIGER [ both of us underage though x; ]
both of us almost finished one big bottle den suddenly dat fella come open another bottle .
we were like , " huh ? "
den he said the guy from the other table treatt one =.=ll
so , ya .
NO CHOICE , BUT T ACCEPT .

dangs , jose 17 .
I DRINK MORE DEN HER , ND FASTER .
soo much faster , obviously i`ll be drunk luh .
finished the 2nd bottle le , den we decide t go edi .
i cant even walk straight =.=;;

jose went t ake bus t jurong.
i went t take train .
zzzzz , nearly fell aslp .
jae didn reply my msg nor pick up my call >> :c
wtf is wrong wif him man , IM NOT A TOY ! >> :c
PFFFTS !! >> *%$@^)!( !!!

talked t _____ on phone .
thanx luh , appreciated ;D

helped isaac blogged crap nd den here i m !! [:

IM TIRED , IM GONNA WATCH ONE EPISODE OF DEVIL BESIDE U DEN GO SLP LE .
BLEAHHHHHHHHH ;D;D

baby,im so lonely all th time { 3:14 AM

OUT x:

BABY BECKYYYYYY .noelle !!
IMU , RAHHHHHHH ~

ISAAC , U TOO [:

baby,im so lonely all th time { 12:17 PM

ate one meal , work .

* go t view nd encodin nd change t " unicode "
If u cant see the last sentence in this entry [:

IM TIRED NOW , MENTALLY ND PHYSICALLY .
MORE OF PHYSICAL LUH [:

todae , whole dae only ate a packet of maggie =.=;;
wtf .
IM HUNGRY NOW !!
i whole day ate only one meal , * faints .
GOD BLESSED ME ;D

went t work , todae is soo siann at work .
AS USUAL , MONDAY'S BUSINESS SUCK [:
got a new part timer again ..
a girl , jesscy , 19 , student , from vietnam .
she looked younger den she is thoughhh :D
an yeu em [ ilu from girl t boy ]
em yeu an [ ilu from boy t girl ]
vitnamnese .
haha , not something new t me though .
had been workin at FIN since , like 2oo5 october ?
BAHHS, gonna be half a year edi ehhs ?
HAHAHAHA !

yea , saw a few shuai ge's today ;D;D
omfg luhs , LOL !
whenever i see shuai ge i`ll get highhh x;
HAHA , not dat type of high luhhh .
geee , excited bahh [:

went home , bathed .
washed private clothes x;
watched tv , entertainment 1o1%
nd ONLINE :D

watched devil beside u till episode 16 le ;D;D
whooots , im soo fcukin in love wif th show .
BLEAH [:

i wanna slp edi , its 3 .17 am now .. !!
IVE BEEN SLPIN LATE , I DUN WAN PIMPLESSS .
ARGHH , GOTTA SLP NOW ! xD
NITES PEOPLE ..
HUGGGGS <3

baby,im so lonely all th time { 3:22 AM

comp-in , blog , home . WORK -

IM TIRED ;D;D
helped isaac blogged =.=;;
chat , watched devil beside u [:[:
ate maggie wif hot dog , YUMMMM .

slpt at 5am + nd woke up ard 11am +
DANGS , goin t work soon >> :c

imissjae :c
_______________
_______________
_______________

baby,im so lonely all th time { 4:22 PM

cousin house , jp , westmall .

went t cousin houseeeee =/
SIAN PLS , watched devil beside u there .
haaa ; i dun even know anyone there =.=;;
STRANGERS , how am i supposed t enjoy myself .
RAHH ~

wore " heels " tdae , GOSHHH .
its killin me alrites .
eeeyer , my legg .
pain pain ! tml sill got work >> :c
jae wan t ____ , i dun wan .
so didn meet tdae =/

so i asked isaac t pei me t find apple instead .
waited for him like 1 hr plus =.=;;
slacked in cwp popular readin nd look thru cd albums x.x;
okay luh , my bad >> last min ask him out .
THANKS ANYWAY , u're a great fren ;D;D
sorry for my lame jokes x;
anyways , tot she workin at JURONGpoint so we went t jp .
nd she was workin at westmall , so we mrt-ed from boonlay t bukit batok .
GRRRGH , my leg was killin me . i swearrr .
its damn f*ckin pain luh ! >> )#*^)!^( ~!!
so tired luhhhh >> :c

we did some CREATIVE ART DRAWIN ;D;D

ISAAC nd MINE [:
took on the train .

waited for apple t knock off .
went t arcade see see, damn quiet =.=;;
arcade so silent one x;
got ahbeng , I SCARED );
went home wif apple , saw wrs bball boys nd some of their bball frens ?!
YEPP , apple said can see my ____ , hers oso so obvious can ;D;D
ahahahhaa x;

ehehehe , abit lame luh .
but im broke , cant do much stuff =.=ll
sigh , thank god im workin tml nd gonna get a lil bit of pay [:
yay .

i dunnnnnno wad jae is thinkin :c
im confused , im lost .
im not anyone nor anything i guess .
people takes me for granted .
pathetic .

baby,im so lonely all th time { 1:34 AM

GOIN COUSIN HOUSE .

val dear , cheer up luh .
i`ll be there for u no matter wad [:
u can call me in the middle of the nite ,
i`ll listen t u cry nd all ur rants ,
dun fear dat u`ll wake me up ,
cuz i want u t know dat there is always someone there for u .
nd this goes out t all my loved ones too [:
mwarks <3

DANGS , disaster .
apple is soo , sighs .
i dunnoooo .
wants her phone back urgently but not contacin me .
wth laaa =.-;

lalala , wadever luh [:
bendi , u read my blog is only like supaa bored den read one ..
u're always so busy wif ur own frens nd i will slowly ..
eventually disappear ...

jaee , zheng hao >> :c
im scared , afraid .
bahhhhs .
u're really cute nd i like [:

goin cousin house later .
house warmin + baby one month !! x;
siannn , boredom >> :c
i dun feel like goin , grrrhh .
but im broke !

gotta go , ciao [:

baby,im so lonely all th time { 11:18 AM

outtt

IM BROKE , WAH LAOOOOO .
I WAN SHOPPIN !! >> :c

val dear sad .
pei her go town >> c:
hope can see her smileeeee .
GEE .

gotta give apple her phone later> her dad's phone dropped into sea .
wierd , got a extra phone ma =.=ll
this frenship ..
is it real ? sighs >> :c

jae , kekes .
meetin him tdae.
HMMMM ...

tata , gtg ! ;D;D
<3

baby,im so lonely all th time { 3:04 PM

ic made , bras' bought . HAH ! x;

oh gosh , hasnt been talkin t apple nd kiat nd weile >> :c
im a sicko , i suck .
blah , i dunt think apple nd weile even bothers t read my blog .
shucks , wadever luh ! );

woke up 63o tdae , RAHHH ~
was friggin tired when i woke up , eyes is like damn small luh .
loook freakin ugly lorhh !! >> )(!&)*@&)@& !!!
was supposed t meet babybecky , she didn manage t wake up -.-ll
so i went t school straight .

school is bored , though is " last day " of school .
still , yea ~
after recess was a disaster .
siva announced t gather at parade square after recess .
the weather was unbearably hot , i swear ..
everyone's sweatin nd fann-in themselves .
argh , a no-no weather for me pls .
too hot , siva moved us all t the hall .
" welcome t singapore " >> HA , HE'S LAME .

mrs whelan baked cookies >> choco chips .
i took 2 , hehs x;
talked alot of crap =/
i got 11th/37 position in class ; 132th/2oo in level :D

after school , queued up t take back phone .
went home , charged phoneS .
lent yangyang my hp , im usin apple's .

doll up , mrt-ed t lavendar .
took photo >> SO UGLY -.-;;
made ic , cant put sharon into the ic >> :c
cuz it was nvr in my bc .
sighhhh , need some lawyer document .
so irritating ~ grrrh .

went t bugis , walked t og .
bought BRA x;
bra bra undie ;D

walked awhile .
mrt-ed home , sooooo many ppl in train .
wheee ~ saw quite a few of cute boys too .
awhh , cant blame .
just cant take my eyes off cute boys ;D;D
hahaaaaaaaaa , iresistable pleaseeeeeeeeeee !

hah , im tired .
gonna slp early tonite [:
wow , i took 1 hr t blog a short entry =.=ll

baby,im so lonely all th time { 9:17 PM

my girl nd i (:

baby,im so lonely all th time { 9:15 PM

you were my everything .

Once the most important person in my life
I didnt realize it at the time
I cant forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I dont really expect you to either
Its just... I dont even know
Just listen

Youre the one that I want the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you I knew it was real
Im sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasnt me let me show you the way
I looked for the sun but its raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didnt want to get hurt
But I didnt know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didnt care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldnt have hurt me like I aint shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights just holding you in my arms
I dont know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
Youre number one always in my heart
And now I cant believe that our love is torn apart

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as youre holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I cant hold you
Without you everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it Im insane
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it it brings tears to my eyes
Now Im not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly my love is not blind

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

Talking I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand but
No matter what youll always be in my heart
Youll always be my baby

Our first day it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off I knew it was real
But now I cant take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart I know Im still there
I dont wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times Remember when we kissed
I didnt think you would ever do me like this
I didnt think youd wanna see me depressed
I thought youd be there for me this I confess

You said you were my best friend was that a lie
Now Im nothing to you youre with another guy
I tried I tried I tried and Im trying
Now on the inside it feels like Im dying

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

Talking And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now well never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me or without me
I just want you to be happy

baby,im so lonely all th time { 9:04 PM

i tried , i tried , i tried & im tryin ; sighs . / i failed , i gave up ? );

helllllo , i removed my tagboard .
why ? not bcuz ppl spam or wadever shit luh .
i just hate the tagboard , sighs .
i dunt wanna have more heartaches , fuckers .
someone tagged my taggy ytd nite .
wrote wrong name , like wow .
im okay wif dat , but why must it be herhim again .
im fcukin pissed man .
dunt bother about me luh , go find HIM lor .
i dunt really care . seriously , find her for all i care !
FOR ALL I CARE , I DUNT CAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .
I DUNT CARE I DUNT CARE I DUNT CARE , CUZ I DUNT WAN TO !! DAMMIT -
fcuk .
#)%)^(*& !! >> :c

shit , crap , bitch .
ive lost them all , nd its all i mean [:
i love being alone ; so fcuk off nd dunt bother me .
=.=;;

fcuk it all man , please .
bestfrens doesnt really care .
awhh , how great .
dammit . whats my blog for ?
my life , my happen-ings , my feelings .
so wad if i go ard my frens' blog readin .
TRYING t know wads goin on in their life , hurh !?
NO FCUKIN USE PLS , they doesnt even bother to .
oh gosh , how dumb i m .
shall i be more soft hearted ? >> apple said ive changed t a insensitive girl , dunt bother how ppl feels anymore , plays wif boys' feelings ; cheap .
OR
shall i be cold , ruthless , black heart ?
dammit , i dunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnno .

fcuk it all luh , ccb .

school suck tdae , i swear .
babybec didn come school >> i guessed she just didn feel right .
english lesson , suck . bored as usual .
math , okay luh =.=
mt , stayed in class . watched video , talk , slp .
geog , gotta hand in file tml .
dnt , talked , mp3-ed , played .

went t cck nd took 67 t meet steve .
steve nd me bus-ed t bugis , meet marilyn [:
ate at food court , yummmmm .
talk talk talk , bought some letter stuffs nd stickers .
went t take neos ;D;D
walked ard , edge-ed , seiyu-ed , coffeebean-ed ; ice cuppo nd cheeeeese cake [:
YUMMM . * tongue licks lips ard ;D *
called dave , RAHHH ~
his voice changed alottttt nd he is now 171 cm
when he used t be shorter den me when he we were p4 in stamford pri x;
okay wadever , dave promised t meet us durin the hols .
YAY , like finally after 353845138603468 mins / hours / days / weeks / YEARS -
ehehehehe , happy okay [:
* i think i blushed when was talkin t him on phone * ><

after coffeebean-ed , went t bus-ed back t woodlands .
steve nd me , in the fuggin bus .
stuffy , hot , squeezy >> YUCK -
he got down at bt pj plaza , nd me alone all the way back t woodlands .
got this cute fella , blond-ed hair slpin .
bus-ed from bugis back t woodlands too [:
guess he's a beng luh x;

changed from 96o t 965 nd bus-ed home [:
TA DAAA , IM TIRED );

had a tiff wif kiat .
sigh , wadever luh .
i was fcukin sacarstic .
fcukin pissed , why's my life like this ? >> :c

im startin-ed t hate this world , more .
im startin t hate everyone , certain ones .

baby,im so lonely all th time { 9:17 PM

nvr leave me in launch . nvr , pls ...

POST EXAM ACTIVITIES = b o r i n g ;D
tak buleh tahan puh-leaseee .
darn darn darn boring , its much more boring den u can ever imagined .
yeppps , talks talks nd talks .
shit , screw 'em all . awhhhhh ~
nyp talks , courses , social ediquette , resume writings .
w a d e v e r ! (:
makes me doze off only , haiyoooo .
* points L at forehead * hah !
LOSER ~ (x

aye , the talk is DAMN boring .
a___ & b__ was talkin nd laughin , so happily .
i wanted t join in so much , but i dunt noe how .
legs crossed , hands tryin t cover my hears up ; real tight .
i failed t do so , sounds or should i say their angel-ic voices nd laughters
kept comin into me .
i felt like a sore loser / a total failure in life .
i didn wanna hear u girls talk , no .
not w/o me , i was FUCKIN invisible .
FUCKING INVISIBLE .
i wanted t get t slp at that very moment , desperately .
tears came out instead , silently . amazingly . magically .
silence is scary / dark / muderous .
nvr leave me in launch . nvr , pls ...
ive got no more love in my heart , i guess .
a___ , ur words has been runnin thru my mind .
always .

nana & bec consoled me .

recess , total disaster .
ate , fuggin full .
something is wrong wif my appetite =.=ll
very wrong , but i cant seemed t figure out wad is it .
ok , screw my body );

after recess , back t hall .
TALKS AGAIN , =.-ll
resume writin , qualifications , scholarships , experience !?
bahhh , borin .
after the talk , went back t class .
praticed writin resume , no one knew how t write .
COOL [:
slpt , woke up nd wrote crap .
handed up , school dismissed .

went t cwp straight after school wif bec , she went home .
looked for jie .
just t fetch her from cwp nd back home [:
bought sushi at cold storage , bleahhh .
bought mos buger home .

home , watched tv .
ate lunch , watch tv =/
watched " ghost train " wif mummy .
dozed off =.=ll

woke up , use comp lor [:
im still feelin down though , dammit .
baby bec aint comin school tml , school sucked .
dammit dammit dammit .

baby,im so lonely all th time { 8:41 PM

SCHOOL MOVIE WORK ;D

school was OKAY luh ,
watched water boys , DAMN hilarious please x;
den recess .
had police-y talky den some STD talks .
LAME -.-;;

END OF SCHOOLDAY :D:D

went t cwp wif becky.n , watched poseidon .
whoo , nice show .
before watchin movie , we went t cavana for lunch .
yummm , but damn full luh -.-;;
teriyaki honey chicken ;D;D
wif chips nd salad nd soup .
YUPPP, total is $5.9o i supposed ?

YEA ~
slacked at cavana for like 1hr PLUS ?
den we went t uncle titbits for snacks !
i know why i cant seem t slim down , all bec's fault x;
we're always eatin , HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !
okay , after dat we went for the movie .
ahhhhhh ; thank you norman for being my fren .

after movie , rushed home immediately .
whooooooooooooooo , reahced home ;
changed nd go t work =.=;;
walked walked walked ,
boo , tired >> :c

reached workplace at ard 73o ;D;D
washed plate again -.-ll
MY HANDS ):

reach home ard 11 +
jie jie cryin >> :'c
conflicts between she nd her " FRENS " .
i like her frens alot pls (x
dammit , gonna get it from me someday , WHEE ~
had girls talk wif jie , slpt in livin room =.=ll
woke up todae mornin , BATHE x;
nd now im bloggin .
heh (:

goin t school soon , tata ! ;D;D
isaac ; dunt sad narh .
its just a chinese oral x;

baby,im so lonely all th time { 6:40 AM

heartache heartache .

im so alone , sigh .
i miss my frens all so much .
im so lonely , i cant even find someone t go out wif me .
talk t me , care for me , love me .
wadever , not even my sister .
)':

i dunt like t be alone ...
i dunt like ..

baby,im so lonely all th time { 3:04 PM

):<

i dreamt dat i cut my own hair , nd it became short.
whoever sees it will say * eeewww * >> :c
wtfffff .

ive got not enough slp = BAD MOOD .
sighhhhh .
sorry weeking , bu i cant stand the scarsm in u ! ):<
pfffts .

IM SO TIRED .
i gtg prepare for work edi , bye fcukers !
):<

baby,im so lonely all th time { 3:40 PM

i wanna t hav a drpodead gorgeous as my bf :D

i realised dat alarms dunt wake me up xx;
aiya , im goin t sleep .
realli realli vehh tired , sighhhhhhh .
after slp gonna go work liao >> fcukin life .
yeeeeeeeep .
fred is flirt , hahahahahha ! x;
same spieces la -.-;;

baby,im so lonely all th time { 1:08 PM

tired nd low >> :c * #%^#!$$%#!$^ !!! _l_

im tired nd low now >> :c
sighs , tired cuz it was friggin busy ytd .
low cuz of _ _ _ _ _ , $&#^&@& !!!

work was damn busy , serving customers nd servin the food on the heavy plates nd bowls .
my wrist hurts ! >> :'c
sighhhhhh .
after work , mrt-ed home .
fell aslp on the train , woke up nd saw weeking ; samuel ; mingxuan ; zhaoming on the train at sembawang station .
WAS SUPPOSED T WATCH DAVINCI CODE WIF THEM >> pffffts :c !!
dammit , alight at admiralty .
bought " nite " vodka nd walked home .
zhaoming nd mingxuan sent me home !! :D
security pls xx; LOL [:

before startin work , was sms-in DAVE, json, isaac x;
isaac suddenly bo reply >> u good luh ! xP
hmmm , dave. my stanford primary classmate .
DAMMIT , so miss him plssss .
dunno he mia for like 4 years edi ? den i finally found his contact , yeppp !
all thanx t becky.n baby ! :D:D * mwarks .
hur . dave damn cute la xx; nd sweet too [:
" haiz , u oso very stubborn . noe urself tired liao later still wan t online "
heh , one of the sms-es he sent me luh .
aiyooooo . can see dat he changed alot la , much more mature edi ;D

boooooooooo .
myabe im gonna watch DaVinCi Code wif becky.n on mondae ! [:
yay *

im low .
i shouldnt be sad over this .
esp when u dunt even care .
sigh .

baby,im so lonely all th time { 12:23 PM

LATE FOR WORK , BYE .

SCHOOL IS BORING , HOME IS COSY ;D;D
I GOTTA GO WORK EDI , IM LATE .
WORKIN TODAE 6-1O PM .
WORKIN TML 6-1O PM TOO ! >> BOO !
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA .

baby,im so lonely all th time { 4:46 PM

lost or losing ?

this blog is so deadddd .
i feel like im losingggggggggg all my frens .
have i lost them or am i losing them ?
nick , apple , becs' , simin , mingg , huiqi .
all ...

baby,im so lonely all th time { 4:33 PM

scars by papa roach [:

baby,im so lonely all th time { 9:29 PM

IM A BITCH . _l_

played webcam wif sooooooo many ppl =/
wemcam-ed wif isaac too xD
isaac posted my pics in his blogg , wth nd im soooo ugly in it pls x;
anyway , he went t slp ..
GEEEE , was so damn f*ckin bored , asked val dear outt .
webcamed wif her , she's damn cute pls nd pretty la ! <3s
couldnt go kbox in the noon , sooo yepp .
reached ps ard 75o pm .
val reached ard 9 pm -.-;;
went t action city bought carol's bdae prezzie nd hp stuff , 77th street bought earstuds .
total spent $3o + edi , like wtf x;
okay luhh , den went t times bookstore nd read a book about sneakers while waitin for dear t come :D:D
puma nd adidas , their 1st boss were brothers !!
nd went on their seperate ways , dats all i remember luh x;
LOL ~ i read book till blur liao , told dear i was at 3rd floor when i was at the 4th =.=;
hur , * chut * dear den we went t gelare for ice cream !! [:
waited for a table , the couple was finishin .. theres a grp of ADULTS waitin too however we came first soooo yepp. we quickly go for the table when the couple left .
cuz it would be damn unfair for us luhhh x;
HEH , treated dear ice cream wif waffle .
YUMMMMMM , after ice cream .
bao bao liaooooo !!! went t cathay cineplex t see got wad show .
dear watched alott liao , so we watched naked avenger .
BLAH , nice show , blood kill pub babes bengs ( hong kong mafias ) :D
YEA ~ coooool man , * faints !! >> the actresses' figures are damn damn damn good pleaseeeee .
OMG , XIAN MU LAAAAA !! >> :c

okay , after movie .
we chase our last train la , i suppose ? x;
reached home ard 1 + am ! =/
gf >> manfred promised me t wake me up by callin me de.
but HE woke up late , so i guessed i woke him up ? :D:D
* applause for me * yay !! (x

school was damn boring , A.Tan let us slp in class .
whoo , miracle lo =.=;;
maths , dammit . i failed >> :c
47/1oo =.=;;
was so bored in class , so i drew ...


( original ) NORMAL -


NAGATIVE -


SOLARIZED -

okay , after math is chinese , fan lao shilet us see some movie >> produced 1in 1997 .
damn old luh , but nice nd touchin till i cried =.=;;
wadever , after chinese came recess >> ate rice .
RAHHH ~ SO FULL ! x;
den geog >> teacher talk crap =.=
WAS BORED SOOOO ~
tadaaaaaaaa ;


SOLARIZED ;D;D
NICE RITEEEEEEEEEEEEE x;

den dnt , pratical . DID LIQUERIN ( CORRECT ?! ) FOR 3 WHOLE PERIODS .
lol , helped weeking abit , he was damn . i dunno how t say [:
other den helpin , got scolded from MRravin for helpin , we talked .
HAHAHA , our aspire dnt band is damn slack urhhh .
nd band B is theory theory all the timeeeeee .
BUEY SIAN MEHHHHHHH =/

hur , after school .
went t becky.c dear house [;
bought some packed food home from 7-11 .
omfg , i hereby annouce ...
THOSE FOOD SUCK OKAY ! =/
still i ate luhhh , im so pig todae .
ate so much >> :c
ehehehe , took some pics at laopo's house :D
i lovee her , we listened t britney spears' greatest hits before we left for home ( me ) nd trainin ( her ) :D:D


me nd bec [:


dear HIAO; STYLIN HAIR nd me camwhoring =/


me so fierce -.=;;

OH OH YA , saw this blogg .
his name is jeremy same as my brother [:
oh well , i guess my brother ..
shall not go into details luh horh ?
my personal affair ma , hahas !
back t jeremy , this is his blogg .
http://www.jerjerjer.blogspot.com/
my god , his bf is in sg luhh .
nd his some corner in this world .
well , there's smth sad nd good goin on about this r/s .
one is dat they's so .. how t say .
sweet nd lovin nd PRO ! xDD
stay so far , meet so lil nd the feelins nd relationship is goin on hard nd strong .
* kneels down * :D
for me , personally .
i dunt reallu mind bio or wadever luh , no big deal .
REALLY , its only the doin sex part .
everything they do , talk nd feel are all same as straight couples .
so why must ppl discriminate them ?
I MEAN YA , FEELIN THIS TYPE OF THING .
CAN CONTROL ONE MEH , PLEASE LUH !~
use ur natural popped out brain nd think , the answer is no .
we cant control how we wanna feel , so yeppp .
NO WRONG BEING GAY OR LES CAN [:
BLESSINS T EVERYONE LA , NO MATTER WHO U ARE .
* FLYING KISSES x;
forever love ;D

baby,im so lonely all th time { 9:01 PM

loner ! :D

14th may 2oo6 .







all 3 taken on my bdae itself , though no neoprint .
still i enjoyed myself [:

15th may 2oo6 .

went t causeway point wif baby bec .
ate pastamania for lunch nd swensens for desert nd cake .
didn had cake my my actual day of bdae .
i insisted for a cake , however my bdae is not perfect at all .
something is missin , a blessin from u .


apple crumble


ice cream >> manager gave me :D


ice cream cake [:

saw aug , huian , samuel nd weekingggg .
funny brats .
went t work after all the craps .
did washin the whole nite , not bangala wash plate .
sigh , my hands ! >> :c
I WAN PUT MOISTURISER (:(:(:

suppose t go t kbox todae .
apple cant make it , her mum fears dat i`ll lead her daughter ashtray .
now i noe , askin ppl out will make go learn bad things too .
i shant ask ppl out in the future =/
lonerrrrrrrrrr ! :D

baby,im so lonely all th time { 1:29 PM

sorry apple .

sighhh >> :'c
i make ppl go ashtray .
im a bad girl .

baby,im so lonely all th time { 1:08 PM

SWEET 15 [;

hellllllllllllllo


im 15 edi , yayyyyyy !
ehehehe !! [:
okay okay , woke up 9+ todae , apple called nd said she cant pei me go t town.
got smth on , bahhh ; its ok luhh !
so i called nick t accompany me :D:D
den apple last minute rush down nd go wif us , so sweet la !
she cabbed from jurong t admiralty , love u sweets ! <3
cuz i had t go t the UAN thingy .
its a groomin artist company la , den maybe i`ll join luhh ! :D:D
ehehe , yepp .

after dat , we went t cineleisure t eat kobayashi >> hope i got the name rite this time round x;
ahahha ! had some tempura ricebowl , nd gyoza :D
yummm , shunli came (:
we walked ard , went t far east .
walk walk walk , went back t heeren -.-"
damn tired pls , went t bugis , walked awhile ..
WALKED ALOT ALOT ALOT , TIRED CAN ! >> :c
nd the boys suggested t buy alcohol nd drink at esplanade .
so bought long island at cold storage nd walked t city hall .
apple's mum called , had t go home >> :c
nvm luh , there's always a next time mahhh ! :D:D

the boys pei us take train , so tired !!
slept on train , woke up nd walked home alone .
well , i love walkin home alone at nite listenin t mp3 [:
it depends on my mood luhh .

went home , bathe .
nearin 12 edi , jie let me use comp .
took some pics wif her ..
nd we looked darn nice in it luh , ehehehe !
chattin in msn made me roll on the floor laughin man ! xDD



me nd sister ! [:

CONVERSATIONS ; EXTRACTED ! :D:D
[ a few funny ones >.< ]

me nd weekings' conver :
[12:18:25 AM] Say you like: eh
[12:18:26 AM] Say you like: what the hell
[12:18:36 AM] Say you like: why is there two of you in your display picture
[12:19:00 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: =.=
[12:19:03 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: me nd sis la -.=
[12:19:05 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: -.-
[12:19:16 AM] Say you like: looks like you.

me nd minggs' conver :
[12:17:43 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: which one me
[12:17:44 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: =x
[12:18:10 AM] <3>
[12:18:12 AM] <3>
[12:18:15 AM] <3>
[12:18:15 AM] <3>
[12:18:23 AM] <3>
[12:18:24 AM] <3>
[12:18:43 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: =.=
[12:18:46 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: FCUK U LA CB
[12:18:51 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: SHE RED SHIRT LOR
[12:18:52 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: TM
[12:18:55 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: %^@^@^@^ !!!!!
[12:18:58 AM] <3>
[12:19:00 AM] <3>
[12:19:01 AM] <3>
[12:19:03 AM] <3>
[12:19:09 AM] <3>
[12:19:55 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: -.-

apple nd my conver :
[12:24:12 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: which is me
[12:24:16 AM] im craving f: right ?
[12:24:23 AM] im craving f: so obvious ?
[12:24:28 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: LOL
[12:25:49 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: haiyo
[12:26:19 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: =.=; my sister is the red shirt oneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
[12:26:20 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: OMFG
[12:26:23 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: I KILL U OK !
[12:26:36 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: =DD
[12:28:18 AM] SWEET 15 =D=: im the left one

after chattin , went t apple's blog .
awhhhhhhh , love her pls .
she's so sweet , ahahahaha !! [:
lovee isaac too pls.
my name in his personal msg x;
he oso sweet !! <3
lol , my buttbudd oso , in his nick :D:D

hunks nd babes , thankiewwwwww <3
APPLE , MINGG , WEILE , ISAAC , SHUNLI , WEEKING , VALERIE , XXINN , KIMKIAT , MARVIN ,YIREN , STEVEN , ALWYN , MENGDA , JASON , JIANLE , RAINE .

OH MY GOD , ISAAC LIM ZHAN HUA!
LOVE U MANY MANY OK , THANKX ALOT ALOT ALOT ;D
he made this , weeee ~

ok , i miss becky >> :c

ehehe , wads for tml !?

sighhhhhhhhh , i dunnno !

lonesome birthdae i guess [:

nites people !

im 15 year old nd 2 hr nd o5 min old ! :D:D

baby,im so lonely all th time { 2:05 AM

pics at sentosaaaaaaaa [:

wind blow blow blowwwwwww .


up up uppppppppp .


downnnnnn , ehehehhe ! :D:D


wth , smile or dao ?


much better luh ! [:


bitchy please =/


BABY BECKYY , AHAHAHA ! ;D

baby,im so lonely all th time { 12:12 AM

SENTOSA nd HUIQI bbq [:

HAPPY BIRTHDAE HUIQI , <3

im lazy t blog , extracted from bec's blog (:

Woke up at like 6plus,
left the house with miss universe and met baby at admiralty(:
Then waited for Anil at toapayoh.
He took a gazillion years to come ):
Jemmy & Preet were waiting for us at dhoby ghaut.
ate breakfast and waited for Fiaz to come!
Then we took th bus to sentosa.
sat right at the back with baby![:[:bought drinks, my lifesavers and a copy of Seventeen, then headed to Siloso alone with sharon.
The guys insisted on palawan so we went alone :D
It was fucking hot already.rahhhhhswam with babysharon a lot.
then fell asleep while trying to even out my tan!
Hahahahwe were fucking covered in sand luh.
Ahh i simply cannot stand some girls who go to the beach just to fucking show off their bikinis(not that i have anything against wearing one), take pictures(i do that too but not fucking obssesively) and lie on their backs, waiting for hot guys to come ask for their number.
they dont even go into the water so doesn't that defeat the purpose of coming to the beach(:
Fell asleep after i dont know how long.
then these group of indian men came damn close to us and when we went into the water they followed and kept staring.
Ahhhhh i was so scared. pffts
Waited forever just to shower.
& there were three women who bathed stark naked in the public shower in full view of everyone.
Duh, everybody stared.
Hahahahfound out they were from china.
Well, i guess they're more liberal so its alright i suppose.
Most girls were just gaping open-mouthed at them.Ha.
bestfriend went to Batam today and bought like shoes, a shirt & a bag.
Eeeeeeeeeh lucky ass >:(
but she's going t share with me.
RIGHT MARIE!>:D
i cant wait for tomorrow.
marie-day (:
Hahahah, what th hell.
walked back to harbourfront because we didnt feel like queueing up for the fucking bus.
there was this group of guys infront of us and one of them was damn cute hahahah (:
Go, sharon!>:D
Grabbed some subway and took th bus back home.
fell asleep on sharon.
hahah i was that tired.

yep , end of sentosa dae .
after sentosa , went home t put my stuffs nd changed into polo tee.
went t cwp bought huiqi a rose which cost me freakin $5 !! >.<"
ryan bought the fake tattoo , me weeking n ryan has it ! :D:D
i had it on my neck , weee ~ =x
den went t the bbq , rahhhhhhh .
saw all the wrs stupid ah beng , gl , xl wadever lan laa .
all there ! =/

anyway , my face red red edi .
think im havin sun burnt !! >>:c
sighhh , i dunnnnnnnwan !
anyway , im puttin the pic up ! :D:D

baby,im so lonely all th time { 11:39 PM

HELLLLLLLLLLO

GOOD NITE EVERYONE ! ;D
IM GONNA REPORT WAD HAPPENED TODAE (:
YAY , AS IN WAD HAPPENED WHEN I GO OUTTTT .

first , took coins from gor pouch >> stealin !! x;
den i went down nd wait for bus nd realised didn bring ex link card out -.-"
nd was like wtf , nd i was in the bus edi den met apple nd bec at woodlands .
rahhhhhh , den pay by coins lor . kaoo , damn ex okay !

talked nd played on the train , talked quite alot luhh .
about frens , guys , school , ryan -.-ll
ok wadever !
sighs , i miss him sia >> :'c

went t orchard nd t dar east !
goshhh , saw japppos ! >> FCUKIN CUTE OKAY ! ;D;D;D
but they're japppp , frowns .

okok , so we went t bought present for huiqi , they buy i pei them :D:D
they bought bikini for huiqi !! nd ask if i wan it , of cuz not rite ? -.-"
THEY MUST BE CRAZY :D:D:D
ehehe , bought den we kinda went shoppin .

den im HUNGRY, so we went t eat KFC , actually was subway ..
apple didn wanna eat bread , so yepp .
kfc was the ideal choice , ehehehe !
ate nd talked , hoho!
i was late for work , but who cares ?
im wif my frens , lalalala ! (:

late for work ! haha , hacks .
was friggin tired todae , so fuckin many customers pls .
the sales was ard $17oo + in total .
nd lunch was onli like $1oo + ?!
means we worked for a few hours nd $15oo + came in just liddat .
belcam( dish washer ) de contract over ,
we had t wash the plates , like WTFFFFFFF ! :c

tired tired tired tired .
customers are damn ridiculous todae .
picky ones , posers one , wadever ones.
ALL HAVE LA , i wan go slp edi !

goin t sentosa wif bec tml !
meetin her at admiralty 72o am =.="
YAWNS , ):

baby,im so lonely all th time { 1:10 AM

siannnn

sigh sigh , screw desmond okay .
changed my schedule again , 1o to 1o became 6 to 1o .
like , WTF .
$2o lesser ! >> :c
MADE ME WAKE UP FRIGGIN EARLY
*&@#@%*&^#*@& !!!
ccb x;
hate desmond okay , lousy boss !
when im 16 , im gonna get a so much better job den this ! ><"
pffts , comfirm not a FnD job .
rahhhhh , hate servin customers x;
but if the pay is good , yes .
i`ll do it :D:D:D
hurhur , im soooo ... arghh .
yea , told isaac dat im soooooo ... argh ytd .
ahaha , wadever -.-ll
I WANNA GO OUT ,, BUT IM FRIGGIN BROKE >> :c

baby,im so lonely all th time { 9:25 AM

goin crazyyy

helllo , im here t blogg .
exams finally finished .
went t hospital wif carol ytd >> tired .
read m'vin`s blog at apple's house ..
some girl helped him updated his blog ?
urghh , sighhh .
he told me she's just a fren .
yea , maybe he like her ?
urhh . bake choco cake tgt nd gg t get married ?
frens ?
i dunno , no mood t do anything luhh .
nd i'vr gotta go work todae .
WHOLE DAY , facing those fuckin customers .
this nd that , im going crazyyyy !
SIGH , i needa go work soon .
BYE , im late ! >> :'c
bimumm .

baby,im so lonely all th time { 8:32 AM

i studied nd i cried cuz imu :c

i was studyin dnt ytd nite , i was listenin t songs >> jj's songs .
i was readin nd listenin .
suddenly , i missed him so much .
i cried , i called people tryin t talk .
i dunno why i was cryin , i just wanted t cry .
sighh , goin library t study phy nd math 2 .
bye .

baby,im so lonely all th time { 4:07 PM

heartaches , cries , alone .

heartaches within , i felt like cryin .
the tears just dunt come out , i felt the pain .
bimu >> :'c

baby,im so lonely all th time { 7:54 PM

i can only stop .

i think i know wad t do ,
i`ll just leave u alone .
i`ll try t stop missing u , i`ll stop contactin u .

if thats wad u want ..
just say yes , nd i`ll stop everything .

baby,im so lonely all th time { 1:03 PM

frenship is the best thing on earth ?

read her blog , read her mail .
my tears dropped again , i guess i still love them ,
but read the things she blogged .
its very very heart-achin ..
it very .
i guess , my efforts nd tears were all nth t them .
sighhhhhhhhhhh ,
i swear i wouldnt wanna cry ever again , but i might .
before , my heart was broken by a guy .
now , my heart was broken by a FRIEND .
are there gonna be any more love in my world ?
its very very difficult for me t smile..
; happily deep down my heart ever again .
this is from apple's blog :
" sharon sent me a mail.
almost cried.
i would have cry in the past.
SUCKER !! __
xD "

baby,im so lonely all th time { 9:18 AM

:c !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so depresssssssssssssssed .
im so so so depressssssssssed .
i wished im dead , im so alone .


dats from apple t bec ,
aint they sweet ?
apple loves bec so much .
nd i guess she dunt even give a shit care t me .
how sad .
am i a human being or just a clown ?
a clown who goes t sch wearin fuckin ugly mask nd smiles t ppl .
while she herself feelin soo sucky inside .
had t go ard talkin , consolin ppl .
I M SO FAKE , sighs .
well , i guess my presence made everybody's world so screwed up .
why should i cont livin anyway !?

baby,im so lonely all th time { 8:25 PM

ANOTHER FUCKED UP CONVERSATION .

alwyn : brown .
me : green .

[11:31:15 PM] Its time for: this dp ur fren like nv fear clothes
[11:31:17 PM] Its time for: wear
r[11:31:19 PM] Its time for: muahaha
[11:33:00 PM] fcuk this li: =.=
[11:33:33 PM] Its time for: or is that u?
[11:33:38 PM] Its time for: cos pic v blur
[11:34:15 PM] fcuk this li: me n fren
[11:34:46 PM] Its time for: at ur hse a
r[11:35:57 PM] fcuk this li: her house
[11:36:06 PM] Its time for: icic
[11:36:16 PM] Its time for: no wonder can no need wear shirt
[11:37:33 PM] fcuk this li: lol
[11:38:26 PM] Its time for: next time take more of this pic then send to me lar
[11:38:42 PM] fcuk this li: =.=
[11:39:02 PM] fcuk this li: WTF
[11:39:06 PM] fcuk this li: BOYS ARE SO SICK
[11:39:07 PM] Its time for: i comfirm keep it nicely de
[11:39:10 PM] fcuk this li: WAH LAO
[11:39:11 PM] fcuk this li: PLS LA
[11:39:15 PM] fcuk this li: IM A GIRL OK
[11:39:19 PM] fcuk this li: CAN PLS RESPECT ME
[11:39:29 PM] Its time for: haas
[11:39:34 PM] fcuk this li: =.=ll
[11:39:37 PM] fcuk this li: not funny lor
[11:39:41 PM] fcuk this li: do i sound like im joking ?!
[11:39:45 PM] fcuk this li: HEEEEEEELLLLLLO .
[11:39:47 PM] Its time for: ask u means i respect u le lor
[11:40:07 PM] fcuk this li: =.=
[11:40:08 PM] fcuk this li: wtf
[11:40:13 PM] fcuk this li: u`re wierd
[11:40:14 PM] fcuk this li: bye
[11:40:38 PM] Its time for: ...
[11:40:49 PM] Its time for: eu gng off le ar
[11:46:59 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: ALWYN , I DIDN NOE U`RE SUCH PERSON
[11:47:06 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: THOUGH UR FRENS ALL NVR CARE FOR U
[11:47:20 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: U CANT JUST BE SO FUCKIN DISRESPECTFUL ONE OKAY
[11:47:22 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: TMD
[11:47:25 PM] Its time for: ar
[11:47:31 PM] Its time for: tot u go offline liao
[11:47:34 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: SERIOUSLY, IF U`RE RITE INFRONT OF ME
[11:47:43 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: I`LL GIVE U A FUCKIN TITE SLAP OK
[11:47:46 PM] Its time for: okok, im sorry
[11:47:55 PM] Its time for: really v sorry
[11:47:59 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: SORRY CAN CURE EVERYTHING ?
[11:48:00 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: PLS
[11:48:07 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: THINK BEFORE U ACT LOR
[11:48:13 PM] Its time for: then wat u wan me to do?
[11:49:12 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: AIYA
[11:49:13 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: NTH LA
[11:49:24 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: PLS RESPECT PPL IN THE FUTURE
[11:49:29 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: PPL HAVE DIGINITY
[11:49:34 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: AND IM A GIRL
[11:49:41 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: IM NOT CHEAP , NEITHER IS MY FREN
[11:49:45 PM] Its time for: then can dont cap or not?
[11:49:52 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: pls lor
[11:49:55 PM] Its time for: kk
[11:49:56 PM] Its time for: thx
[11:50:01 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: im friggin angry
[11:50:07 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: then can dont cap or not?
[11:50:08 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: WTF
[11:50:34 PM] Its time for: cos u cap like v angry mah
[11:50:38 PM] Its time for: tot u are now
[11:50:43 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: TMD
[11:50:44 PM] Its time for: although u are now
[11:50:52 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: IM FCUKIN ANGRY OK
[11:51:16 PM] Its time for: i noe i noe
[11:51:46 PM] Its time for: cool down cool down
[11:51:56 PM] Its time for: im jus joking leh
[11:52:13 PM] Its time for: nv noe i turn out to be like that
[11:52:20 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: I TOLD U ITS NOT FUNNY AT ALL .
[11:52:48 PM] Its time for: k lor
[11:52:54 PM] Its time for: then its not funny lor
[11:53:13 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: =.=
[11:54:08 PM] Its time for: :)
[11:54:12 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: ...
[11:54:18 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: nd u still can smile ..
[11:54:32 PM] Its time for: oh
[11:54:39 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: OK
[11:54:40 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: SHUT UP
[11:54:42 PM] Its time for: ur this expression remind me of something
[11:54:42 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: SHUT UP
[11:54:57 PM] Its time for: u and ur fren ok le not?
[11:55:03 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: =.=
[11:55:27 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: WAH LAO , IM STILL AT MY TOP U STILL ASK HOW ME N MY FREN
[11:55:31 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: SUAN LE LA
[11:55:34 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: DAMN PISSED
[11:55:35 PM] SHUT UP PEOP: BYE
[11:56:00 PM] Its time for: concern mah
[11:56:06 PM] Its time for: k lor
[11:56:12 PM] Its time for: byebye

baby,im so lonely all th time { 12:02 AM

MIA

baby,im so lonely all th time { 12:02 AM

random , 3rd post of 050506 (:

sighs , do i mean anything t him ? >> ;c
bimumm ..

baby,im so lonely all th time { 10:41 PM

:c

baby,im so lonely all th time { 8:00 PM

IM BORED , slppppy >> :c

baby,im so lonely all th time { 3:30 PM

imu, a nd b

a _ _ _ _ nd b _ _ ,
imu' gers >> :c

baby,im so lonely all th time { 6:39 AM

sharon,wanyi ! 15 [:
140591 borned nd 250806 loved .
HEART OF GOD CHURCH .
woodlands ring sec sch .
MY FRENSTER
wanyi_sharon@hotmail.com ; MSN .

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